I always say this... but...

On iTunes - "Wonderful Thing" - Garrison Starr

I need an outlet. The writer in my is screaming, pounding on my insides and pushing my veins out as strongly as my rising blood pressure.

I'm finding myself drinking coffee in the evenings again, shying away from designing Web pages and yearning for the feeling of ink on my fingers as opposed to the clicks and clacks of computer keys.

I gave up on my novel about 7 months ago. It has become incredibly stagnant and gone into a hibernation of sorts. I have found that I don't want to write music and don't really want to play shows. I haven't even dusted off my guitar and two of them could use a good restringing. I'm not sure why, but it feels like that part of me (the musician that is) is really becoming more of my past.

But there is something in me. I just need a medium. I really, really need a medium.